moody

just felt very moody today.. so many unhappy things seems to happen around me all at once.. whole day very peck cek and sad... who will understand?

afternoon went to sch to buy lecture notes, expectedly only 2 module lecture notes are ready .. and the aunty is giving me tat damn freaking attitude.. ass.. =.=!!

tat time went to BEST to look for desktop.. and i met this moron which i think is the supervisor... same case.. showing attitude.. (*!@^#(&$%@#%^&!@%!@*&#^& its hard to find good customer service in singapore... ZZZZZZZZZzz

at home , my sis to irritate me.. keep saying nonsense.. probably learnt from schoolmates la.. and 9 years old already still dunoe how to behave like a girl.. i would rather she be my brother.. very frustrated by her..

login msn , seems so quiet these few days, reason is jo is sick.. she always the 1st 1 tat toks to me when i signed in.. T_T jac in fish tank , john dunoe go where, derek studying i think, jo nv online... play game? no friend to accompany me.. watch tv? boring.. sleep? tats not a very gd idea.. and i end up force myself to go sectional which i got no choice la.. i hate sectionals..!!! it just bored me to death.. haiz... i'm sooo lonely!~~ FAN ARRRRRRR

during sectional, received jac's sms, saying tat jo sent to hospital.. omg.. saddd.. poor thing.. not long ago jo sms me .. saying the doctor keep poking her hands for blood test, very pain.. ohmy.. poor girl.. just hope u recover soon ar.. the feeling is very terrible la.. seeing friends like tat but u cant help at all.. T_T who will understand?

the other friend oso.. got hearing problem.. until now still dunnoe wat happened..
again.. i oso dunnoe wat to do to help him.. there is nth i can do!!

seeing dad and mum consuming medicine everyday makes me sad too.. its very bad for kidney!! i couldnt help them.. even my own parents i oso cant help.. dad oso a smoker.. how to stop him from smoking?? i cant do anything to stop him.. thinking back , when i was in primary sch , dad and mum dun comsume medicine unless they are sick.. but not now.. it shows tat they are already old..

i jus hope my family members and friends are healthy..
if and only if i'm a doctor.. i can help them.. but its impossible..
its very painful to see someone which is close to u is sick.. and u couldnt help them.. this is very terrible..
enough of tat.. hope tml will be a better day..